So I haven't written in a while. I guess I feel like there isn't really anything in my life interesting enough to other to write about. It is finals week, thank goodness! I am so ready to move on from my classes right now. I did really like any of my geology classes this semester and not sure if i really learned anything either. I am sure I did learn something but nothing I find interesting I guess. Only field camp and one more semester to go!!

On Sunday I was having a pity fest for myself. One thing I dread about Sundays is gong to church and being surrounded by all the cute babies and everyone talking about babies. I love to play with the little kids and to see them so sweet and cute and they just make me so happy. I want my little babies. I want to hold them and watch them grow and the thought that I won't get to until I am done with grad school breaks my heart. How can I last 3 more years like this! I cired a lot this last sunday about it. I have cried about it most sudays for the past couple of months. I am crying about it right now. I am trying to accept my curretn path and be grateful to Heavenly Father for the wonderful oppornunity and belssing to go to grad school, everything is falling into place and working out perfectly for grad school that I know that is where I am suppose to be. I do not want to go to grad school, I scared to death. I don't feel I know enough to go. I just want to be at home, holing my sweet baby, sing to him, rock him and tell him how much I love him.

Almost convinced

I think I have almost convinced Greg to get a puppy. He keeps saying when you have you puppy blah blah blah. It is going well! Unfortunately I can't think much about puppies or anything fun until my freaking term paper is written. I have 3 pages out of 15-20, yay me!! Ugh, I really am dreading Sunday when I will spend all day writing it. It really isn't that bad except I would rather sleep in and enjoy the fact that it is Sunday. I better get use to writing with grad school and all.

A puppy please

My new mission in life-- convince Greg we need a puppy. I found the type of dog I want and found a breeder. There is a Basenji breeder in Pocatello ID. Basenjis are african dogs. They are one of the 3 primative breeds left. They only breed once a year (in the fall) so I would get my puppy in December!! These dogs are so awesome, they don't bark, they yoddle. They are hunting dogs, they are mischevious, they are intelligent, they are dang cute, they are active, and they like to be a part of the pack, the family. I have made arrangments to be able to bring the puppy to my grad office several times a week (at least while it is a puppy, and they need to be walked like 3-6 times a day.) Oh I am so excited. In like 3 weeks we are going to visit the breeder so that will hopefully help convince Greg!!