So I haven't written in a while. I guess I feel like there isn't really anything in my life interesting enough to other to write about. It is finals week, thank goodness! I am so ready to move on from my classes right now. I did really like any of my geology classes this semester and not sure if i really learned anything either. I am sure I did learn something but nothing I find interesting I guess. Only field camp and one more semester to go!!

On Sunday I was having a pity fest for myself. One thing I dread about Sundays is gong to church and being surrounded by all the cute babies and everyone talking about babies. I love to play with the little kids and to see them so sweet and cute and they just make me so happy. I want my little babies. I want to hold them and watch them grow and the thought that I won't get to until I am done with grad school breaks my heart. How can I last 3 more years like this! I cired a lot this last sunday about it. I have cried about it most sudays for the past couple of months. I am crying about it right now. I am trying to accept my curretn path and be grateful to Heavenly Father for the wonderful oppornunity and belssing to go to grad school, everything is falling into place and working out perfectly for grad school that I know that is where I am suppose to be. I do not want to go to grad school, I scared to death. I don't feel I know enough to go. I just want to be at home, holing my sweet baby, sing to him, rock him and tell him how much I love him.

Almost convinced

I think I have almost convinced Greg to get a puppy. He keeps saying when you have you puppy blah blah blah. It is going well! Unfortunately I can't think much about puppies or anything fun until my freaking term paper is written. I have 3 pages out of 15-20, yay me!! Ugh, I really am dreading Sunday when I will spend all day writing it. It really isn't that bad except I would rather sleep in and enjoy the fact that it is Sunday. I better get use to writing with grad school and all.

A puppy please

My new mission in life-- convince Greg we need a puppy. I found the type of dog I want and found a breeder. There is a Basenji breeder in Pocatello ID. Basenjis are african dogs. They are one of the 3 primative breeds left. They only breed once a year (in the fall) so I would get my puppy in December!! These dogs are so awesome, they don't bark, they yoddle. They are hunting dogs, they are mischevious, they are intelligent, they are dang cute, they are active, and they like to be a part of the pack, the family. I have made arrangments to be able to bring the puppy to my grad office several times a week (at least while it is a puppy, and they need to be walked like 3-6 times a day.) Oh I am so excited. In like 3 weeks we are going to visit the breeder so that will hopefully help convince Greg!!

A picture!

Here is just me being crazy and then my freaking hot sister Nicole. I am so excited she is coming to USU in the fall!

I survived

Well I took my dreaded test am I am still alive, yes even after all of the test I have taken in my life I still expect them to kill me. One might someday but at this point it will probably be a really long and ugly paper that does the job. Grad school, what was I thinking, I hate writing papers, hehe. I am getting excited to talk to my professor about my grad project. I hope to do paleontology stuff! Way cool, I know. hey someday I am going to post pictures on my blog, that would be pretty exciting. Here is another random thought since that is what this post is, I bought a purple zebra purse. So awesome!!

It is now the last week of March, and so of course it is snowing. Ah spring weather, I don't know if spring actually exists, it just keeps snowing and then one day mother nature decides to get warm and roast us all to death. I wonder if other places have spring or if it is like cache valley everywhere. Since all the gross snow has melted this new snow does look really pretty. I don't mind this snow so much, spring would be nice but oh well.

Today was one of those day where you wake up and you dread the entire day. I have an optical mineralogy test tomorrow and I cannot answer a single question on the practice test. What am I going to do? I read the chapter the test is on, and didn't learn anything and oh I am just done for. I really don't like these tests he gives because you basically have all the questions before hand (which is good) but then you just have to memorize like 6 pages of info. luckily this is the last test I will take like this besides the final. After a whole year of Mineralogy and then Optical mineralogy I am so done!

dying?

Well it is now day 4 of being sick and I still don't feel any better. I had to beg Greg to let me come with him to campus because I cannot stand my house anymore! I am so tired and my body hurts so bad but laying down is out of the questions because my nose plugs up and I can't breath. I feel high on all the drugs I have taken the past 2 days and moving (walking around, bending over, etc) just takes too much energy. I missed 3 days of school last week and now have 5 hours of lab, a 4 day field trip, an a quiz to make up. I missed work and don't see how if I still feel this miserable it will be better by monday. I just want to cry but then that makes everything hurt worst. My house is a mess and I can't even clean it!!